A little piece of paper with a picture drawn....

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 08:48:14 GMT

So, its 2005 now. Scary. I have this feeling this year will be better than the past few, I dont quite know why. I just get this vibe that I'm going to be a more upbeat, outgoing, happy person. I hope it lasts, cause it's been fun so far.

Hope everyones new years shindigs were good. Mine was interesting, started off boring, livened up somewhat though. That tends to happen when you start drinking too much and you think that you can dance good, Lol. I dont know whats disturbing though, the fact that i made a fool of myself, or that I'm still thinking that I can dance good, and I havent had a drink in over 12 hours... Lol.

I worked at Queen St, just for a change, on Friday. Friday was supposed to be another one of those days off, but they're really days on that are pretending. It's stupid. so anyway, I worked 10-3 that day, and it was definately a new experience. I'd (for some reason) not realised that all the staff were going to be that snotty with me. Stupid. I just felt like i'd started all over again, as far as competency goes. I hated it. At least it was semi-busy, but at the same time the hours dragged really badly.

Uhhh... Dont know what else i can say. Gonna miss Steen when she goes to the states, even though I'll still talk to her somehow I'm sure. Yay for season 3 Zim though ^^

Don't think I gots anything else to report... Katy.. if you're still kickin, and actually get online at any point in the future, message me or something.

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 09:03:52 GMT

Blah. I'm so over David Jones.

So it was a number of days ago i last updated. not much has changed since then. The saturday off that was supposed to be a saturday off... wasnt quite a saturday off. in fact, it was nothing like a saturday off, because it was a saturday on. Funny how that works.
Consequently, I worked 10 consecutive days. Blah. Blah. Blah.

Have been getting taxed out of my nose lately, and the sweet, considerate people at pay roll have attributed this to my centerlink... At least that's what they think it is.. though said people are fuckwits, so I'm not 100% sure if they're right. Seems to make sense though, at least to take the amount i'm being taxed for in consideration.

Will have to start organising myself for next year soon. School wise, that is. Dont know whats gonna happen in regards to Chemistry, or the failing of. I'm still bitter that I'm the only one of me Katy and Steph that failed. I'm too late for the supp test too. Guh. I dont care, so long as it means I dont have to not take biochem next year or something. I dunno. I wish I'd gone into an arts course for a year. Easier, better GPA, and woulda been at home. But there are downsides to that too. Meh.

So steen is voyaging off into yankeeville soon, which I'd forgotted about. Sucks. Though we are having a shidnig of sorts I'm told, on the 30th. I want to know what everyone is doing on New Years, so I can tag along. I dont want to sit around all new years eve with the family. Bo-ring.

Anyway, back to the main track. Chrishmush was decent, too much money was spent on me, and too much food was eated. -shrugs-.
I ended up with my Versace perfume, a digi cam, clothes, dvd's, my car (which i dont have yet) and various bits and pieces. Vas Guuut.

So now christmas is over, and i'm back at work -_- Sucks. Hardcore. Im sick of the sight of the place. On all day tomorrow too. -sigh-

Have decided that once i've found a place in gatton to live (which I will probably be going to investigate sometime next week) I am going to get a puppy. A black labrador, which I intend to call Penny. ^^

Fri, 17 Dec 2004 00:49:55 GMT

Bleh.

So its only 20 to 11 but today's gonna be a weird time kinda day. -shrug- I been to the gym down the road for the first time, is all purty and shiny. I have to go back in about an hour to meet up with some trainer chick so she can write up a program or whatever. $50 a month or something, not too shabby. They're putting in a pool later too... Sucks I wont get to use it as much once i'm back at school, but thats okay.

Got work at 2pm... its gonna be a night much like wednesday, where joalie and I stood around yakking for hours. Was kinda boring, but good too, yknow?

Stupid late night trading.

So I dont have to work tomorrow -falls over- yes, a SATURDAY off. Stupid me went and opened my big stupid mouth and have to shovel dirt for my grandparents for stupid christmas presentness. as in, so i dont have to buy my grampa anything -_- Oh well.

I think by the end of next week I will cry with serious overload of Christmas Carols. And they wonder why people go homocidal.

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 21:49:45 GMT

-falls over-

so, despite the lack of a shortdrey, Nay's party was still mucho goodo, and I will probably be repaying such funage til tomorrow.

Not as many people turned up as I think there was sposed to, but thats okay cause that would have made it scaryish with many people who i dont know.

I guess most people who're reading this would know most of the schtouf that actually happened during the night, so I'll just go on and recount the adventures that Steen, Dee, and I had after we left the party.

We'd been deliberating for awhile whether to go out or not.. but came to the conclusion that it wasnt worth going OUT at 1:30, so we'd just go back to my house, swing by somewheres that we could get food, and maybe watch some zim.

So we're cabbin' up logan road, and theres no convienience stores or nothin open.. so steen says "lets go up to garden shitty and have a beer at diceys" so we do that... and it was supposed to be guiness but they served us the wrong stuff. We'd got there just as last drinks was being called, so we only got one drink. After that we left.

There was a big long line for a cab, so Steen (though she denies it) says lets go out to the front of garden city and call a cab for there. So we walk out, and we start walking along Logan road, somewhat unanimously. So we're just wandering, various random people driving past and honking/yelling, and me and steen yelling/waving at them. Til we find a shopping trolley. Jess gets in, Aidee pushes, Steen runs. Much fun. Dismounted from trolley near maccas (other side of the road) and started trying to call a cab. Dee on hold, cab long wait, we keep walk. And walk. And walk. Steen say "we walk to Jess house" Jess say "no, we not walk, you walk, i is not walking, we will get to house at 7am". we is walking along logan road, is 2:30am. We says "if anyone tries to hurt us, dee, we's your bitches, you protect us". Stupid cabby dude comes and gets us even though we're not at St. Bernards. We get home.

Steen goes for the jar of olives in the fridge. We channel surf. I realise I dont know where my Zim DVD's are (will have to look good when my stomach aint feeling so full of hydrochloric acid) and so we eat noodles, watch some rex the runt and fall asleep. Dee, Steen, and me, in my double bed. I had work, so i gets up at 7:15. Dee and Steen... Well... Dee and Steen are still "sleeping" in my bed.

Its' been nothing short of an interesting evening, and today is going to go forever.

RIP - the mabilu that i knocked over, that poured out, and went rolling away down the driveway

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 14:51:43 GMT

So its 20 to 1 on Saturday morning, for those of you who are unable to read the automatic time recorder dooby thing thats somewhere on this post.. And obviously I'm not asleep.
Or maybe I am, and I'm updating this journal subliminally in my dream... in which case I am seriously seriously disturbed. Seriously.

But anywho, I can't sleep for some really odd reason; for I have had little/disturbed sleep lately, and sleep would be good right about now, considering Nay's party is tonight, and so I wont be getting much later. And I wont get to sleep in, cause i have work at 9 tomorrow, not 10, so I hope whoever is staying here after nays is prepared to get up and bail early :P.

So considering I haven't updated lately, and dont' even remember what i've written last, this entry is possibly going to repeat some/all of itself, but my care factor is pretty minimal. Plus my headache that has been around for pretty much 2 days now is coming back (thanks to lack of sleep) so once I'm done this I will probably crawl back into my room and try to sleep again.

All my uni results have come in, and at least I passed everything OTHER than chem. Yes, as I'm sure everyone expected, I dismally failed chem, rocking in at a 2. Which sucks donkey ass. (haha). But yeah, I reckon I'll probably have to take it again, which is really shitty, but at least I dont have to buy the study book or anything, and I know that I can do the equations that are in the part of the module that i actually studied. Or something. Its all screwed up.

Working lots, which i'm sure most people could figure out. Starting to get something sort of resembling a healthy bank balance. Also applied (again) for a credit card, but this one only has a limit of $500, so who knows, they may approve it. Which would be very scary, and also good at the same time, as I doubt my healthy bank balance will last too long... which is bad... -shrugs-

I dunno about everyone else, but I'm really over the whole rain thing. I just hope it (and the humidity factor) stops by tonight, because I really dont fancy going to Nay's with sheep hair.

Have started reading the Lord of the Rings again, out of boredom and need of something to read. The good thing about it is that its not actually boring to read at the moment.... I dont know if thats because I'm reading the part that I've already read, or because I have more patience... Lol. Somehow I dont think its the latter.

I seriously dont know what else has been going on for me lately, which generally indicates that not much has been going on. I saw Paz at Garden Shitty the day before the day before yesterday (i think) and I saw Jacinta at wendy's yesterday (well, day before yesterday now) and she told me that she works with Liam Miller, which is what i'd never have guessed, but then I thought he'd dropped off the face of the planet til not long ago, so that could also be why it was something I never expected. :P

Bleh. I cant think of anything else. I really need to sleep, work is going to be hell. I'm gettin sick of the full day shifts, they're just a pain in the ass.

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 11:47:13 GMT

Okay, so the update page only works when I dont use the rich text option. That means I can't make my entrys colour so I need to change the background of my entries or something.

I had a huge long entry last night that didnt work. It may also have something to do with the random switching off of my modem, but who knows for sure.

I got 3 of my four class results. They pretty much suck, and I was right, I failed chem. What really shits me is Katy got 4 and she's never taken chem before, so that just proves how bad I suck, and it pisses me off when people remind me of that :p.

Meh. All I know is that I DONT want to take it again. And it could possibly mean that I lose my elective in the second semester of next year. That would suck hardcore.

Worked Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Today, and am working ~~yesterday today~~ TOMORROW as well. Yeah. At the SFO though, not DJ's. Have been boxing up lots of stock at the SFO since monday, probably about 15 pallets worth. Joyful Joy. At least it's giving me a bit of extra money, which for me is always a plus. I think from hereon in my centerlink is going to go to shit though.

Bleh. Stupid Uni. I need to move home so i can stop working and actually do schoolwork for a change. If I didnt have a job I'd actually do things.

-_-

Another glass of wine.

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 12:25:06 GMT

Yo...

So I'm getting slacker and slacker about updating, but lesser and lesser things are happening in my life of late. Except for the whole socialness, 'cept most people know what the haps of my social life (or general lack thereof) are, so point of rabbiting becomes less. HOORAY for coherence!

So Becker had her partay on Saturday, and t'was muchen guuden to see my crew again. Had missed everyone and forgot how much fun it is when we're all together and paying out on each other ^^

Got random SMS-age from Bart of all people the other day, which I spent quite a lot of time o.Oing at. T'was oh so very weird, and I have decided (not that it took up a lot of my decision making powers) that if he is going to herd up the old group, I am not letting myself be herded. Cus that shit's not gettin stirred up again. Meh, anywho.

Saw Bad Santa tonight, won 2 double passes to it from river 94.9 like last week or something. Was pretty good movie, not quite what I expected, but not too shabby nonetheless. Was the first time i'd been to the movies in quite awhile; in fact I dont remember the last time I went. And semi-randomly, having typed the last sentence, I have this recent infatuation with ;'s. My spellcheck was having serious issues when I was assignmenting, cause I kept using it just about everywhere, and it kept coming up with "incorrect use of semi-colon, consider revising". yes. My lack of england skills provide much work for the spell check of microsoft word.

Ass-leighs party is this Saturday. such is the life of a social butterfly such as myself, lol. I am yet to go gallavanting for presents, though I'm sure I will find something that I can constrain to my funding or lack thereof. I have yet to start any form of christmas shopping, and there are still a number of birthdays which are yet to be purchased for. -sigh- Curse you saggitarians!!! CURSE YOU!

So I seem to be having this weird random fever issue today. Not feeling all that shitty; have had headaches and such, but other than that nothing notable. I dont know if it was something sick related (if so i hope not because my health care card has expired and i havent bothered my ass to renew it yet) or because i first straightened my hair, then the second was after I'd had a malibu, or cause I'm going through the change of life. Most likely to be the third. Lol.

Anyway I think I have had a long enough verbal bout of diarrhea to last for another week or possibly two. I'm not working much other than normal weekends (but with consecutive saturdays) and am working this Wednesday night; and then there is the socialness which I will have to accomodate for... -sigh- but someones gotta do it right? ;o)

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 14:03:52 GMT

So there it is. The end of the first year. (Kinda sad that it had to end on the suckiest of royally sucking chemistry exams probably in my history of sucky chem exams) It's weird to think I finished on the same day this year as we graduated last year; the 15th. I realised that on my LAST TRIP FROM GATTON today. YAY for being home!

I'm sitting here listening to the new Destinys' Child song that I've got myself hooked on. I had some malibu that I forgot to take to Lukes party on Saturday, and am kinda hungry. Have started downloading Photoshoppe, so Steen and I can rightly indulge in our geekish nature together. ^^

Have to go shopping for the Becksters biffy present at some point this week, preferrably when I have some form of money. Apparently stores dont like it when you take things and dont pay for them. Kinda sucks really. :P

Ugh. Feel gross all of a sudden. Kinda maybe might need food.

Minor re-procrastination

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 10:59:51 GMT

So am needing small-ish break from the head pounding that is chemistry. The scary thing, is that with much yelling, stabbing, answer checking and threats of destruction, I am able to actually answer questions. the downside to my strategy is that the answers will not be available for checking tomorrow. But I suppose any method of helping me understand the process is generally good. The whole understandingness is almost making me wish I'd started to study earlier on. Cus I dont hate chemistry when I can do it (there goes the profound statement of the year).

One weird thing of late though, is that I'm so not on track with any of the day to day happenings, not to say I've been or am focussed on studying, just that my head doesnt seem to want to actually take anything else in. Hence, my lysdexia is getting to a point of no return, and the whole speech/thought/coherence level is past non existant, which is probably more evident in this post than I realise. I think the stressing part is just that I want to have so much done by tomorrow that I cant foresee happening. Cus chemistry takes a lot of time. Meh.

Lukes shindig was good, and I felt all loved when people wanted me to stay longer. I like affection. Lol.

CIVILISATION RETURN TOMORROW!!!! HOORAH! no more poopy smell for four months!

Results of previous survey thing - the influence I have on three out of four people is amusement. :o)

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 01:54:59 GMT

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LJ and see what I say about you?

Come on... You know you need some procrastination fodder...

Random Quotage for today:
"So are you stressed about Physiology?"
"Eh. Kinda. More preoccupied with the pain in my shoulder. Physiology pain is later"
"And why's that then?"
"Cus this pain is now."

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 05:42:15 GMT

So yes.. the whole craziness issue is really getting into my brain right now. Plus the whole study of Physiology thing is reminding me of how much i DONT know. It's a whole false sense of security thing with having thought I'm intelligent for getting decent grades up to this point.

The emphasis is on the 'up to this point' part.

So right now I'm sitting in the library with my Study book open to page 108; the zonal binding by sperm and initiation of the acrosomal reaction section. Also known as the 65th page of an 88 page long module. YAY i only have 23 pages left. And let me tell you; studying reproduction and spermatogenesis does some Fucked up stuff to your dreams. Thats about all I'll say there.

The chair i'm sitting on has a serious swinging to the left issue. i'm typing side on because the chair doesnt really like to face the way it should.
Katy is sitting to the --> of me and is amused by reading my previous verbal bouts of diarrhea.. that.. arent..quite..verbal.. or something.

I feel sick. Someone come and insert a hard drive into my head and put the physiology text book on CD and put it on repeat. Do it.

Or sit my exam for me. That works too.

Stay tuned for much Chemistry Stress, procrastination and complaints.

Take 2

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 00:18:57 GMT

K, so I did an update at home, but because my browser there has become totally dodgy, the whole thing got lost, and after I'd calmed down from my minor rage (complete with threats of destruction) I really couldnt have been bothered to redo it. So, in the spirit of early morning biology procrastination, here we go again.

Today's probably one of the first after a few where there is bright blue sky outside. (no Jess, not blight brue sky, bright blue) Apparently it was hailing and such in Brisbane yesterday, but it was pelting down for a good four hours here. Which is good in theory, but I've learnt one thing if nothing else: Rain makes the piggery smell a hell of a lot worse than bright sunshine and heat does. Like, to the retching point.

So Microbiology is over and done with. This is good. The exam probably wasn't as bad as I thought, but it was all multiple choice and short answer. It was kinda weird though, cus the first 2 modules were short answer, and the last 2 were multi choice. I understood everything, yet sorta kinda had some trouble with the short answers. Hooray for pulling answers out of your ass. I know I passed it though, cause I was answering the multi choice (there was only like 15) in about 3 minutes of the perusal time. So ya. At least thats something.

I get to leave this hellhole for about four months either at the end of this week, or the beginning of next. I'm not sure yet; Rhiana was saying something about going up to Nanango with Jason, but I kinda would like to go, cus I'd like to do the whole mustering/fencing thing, I'm up for some work like that. She said she'd talk to her cousin, and it would only be for about three days next week, but I dont know. She offered, I didnt ask, so whatever.

I heard something on the news yesterday that most stores wont be open on Boxing Day, because it falls on a Sunday, that the sales will be saved til the Monday... It's kinda stupid, but it'd be nice to get the day after christmas off work. So long as they still consider it to be a public holiday; cause I'll be mighty unhappy if I miss out on my 7.5+ hours at double time and a half. Mmm, money. Shiney, Pretty.

I've also discovered that for about the next 3 or 4 saturdays, I have social plans. Talk about popularity, Lol. Luke's housewarming is this saturday, not that I will stay for too long because I'll have been "studying" for chem all day, and I'll have work on sunday and then my exam on Monday.. Then Bec's shindig on the 20th, Ash's on the 27th, then probably Nay's the week or 2 weeks after, though I'm sure I will manage to fill the 04th with something Lol. After all of which, I have to go to work on the Sunday. Though I know I'm not the only David Jones employee to go to work tired and/or hungover ;o)

Anywho... I suppose I should go and... do stuff. Am kinda waitin on people gettin here so I can yoink their answers. Not that I think they'll have done a whole lot more than me.. But I heard some chick saying that a friend of hers took the exam yesterday, and it was pretty easy.. So if i read over the answers for the plant modules that I have, and read through the animal info, I think I should be able to manage.

Catch you on tha flipside.

o.O?

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 23:01:11 GMT

-staggers in some week and a half after the last update-

Hi! :D
Well, I've part been avoiding updating cus

a ) Nothing new ever happens to me
b ) I've discovered I procrastinate over procrastinating
c ) I've actually been doing WORK (someone revive steen)

and yeah, I dont know if theres' a ( d ) but hey.. it is 10 to 9 in the morning, so yeah, that can be an excuse.

So the stupid Biology and Physiology assignments are done... YAAAAAY!! Though Biology ended up being a few days late, (as did the prac book, which was also incompleted) and the Physiology assignment was submitted about 10 minutes before the midnight due date (and was about 200/300 words short)... but yeah.. THEYRE DONE!

so I worked on the weekend and stuff... Realised that on swapping the saturday the 13th (cus my chem exam is on the 15th and i dont want to spend a full weekend working prior to it), that I've swapped to the 20th which is when i'm sposed to be going somewhere with mark. So I dunno whats happening there.

And, like Steen, I'm starting to get booked up for my holidays already, with Ash's biffy, Bec's biffy, Luke's housewarming, Aidee's shidnig, perhapsible skirmishing with various paddock people.. its making me feel all loved... and stuff..

ugh. mornings really dont agree with me. And i'm not even having to get up and go to any classes, which is awesome. I even managed to stay in bed til about 10 yesterday despite all the construction noise they're making over at Shelton Hall, and the sun and stuff. yes, and stuff. the stuff will get you every time. or is the schtouf more worser? dunno.

Am reading a book called "the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy". I never knew they made books as random as me. but its a good book.
"This must be a Thursday...I never could get the hang of Thursdays"

My head hurts.

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 02:14:18 GMT

So, here I am again in the library. For those who don't seem to know, this place is now my ~~second~~ third home. The Joy. I'm here for what is like the fourth day in a row now, doing my Biology assignment which is due tomorrow. Apparently I'm scaring steen for each time she talks to me, I'm doing work. I will probably be doing some form of work everyday for the next month. That is the joyfulness of end of year, I suppose.

Update on my Physiology assignment though, I ended up with 23/25, so I was muchly happy with that. Although I felt/feel bad about having to ask for a review of my grade, I guess it was worthwhile in the end. I said before I queried it that I was happy enough with the grade I had, and I wouldnt have much cared if I wasnt given the extra marks, so whatever.

Yesterday in the Physiology prac, I had to be the guinea pig, and my arm nerves were stimulated with electric shock. Dah. The tutor dude couldn't get the setting on the right voltage to get the response they wanted demonstrated, so consequently I ended up with a little bit of muscle fatigue in my left arm, Lol. It was kinda cool, and it didnt hurt much, just felt like it does when you get a strong zap from the car or something. -shrugs- We got a 6 for the prac, so its almost scary to say, I'm doing well in Physiology.

I dont know how I'm going to get my Biology done, since i'm just up to about the half way ish point of the 3rd animal of 7, and havent even LOOKED at the 3 plants. Eek. I dont wanna bug Katy or Steph for info but I may be reduced to it. I dont know if i need/should go to my Microbiology prac tomorrow because we have a prac exam on monday, and although my actual prac is next friday, I was going to swap it to this week. But since the last prac isn't on the exam, and the exam is on prac theory and results, I dont really see that there is any point, and an additional three hours work may make all the difference, especially since this stupid end note program is being retarded and i will have to go get some pages printed from the printery in colour anyway.

Last night i was up to about 1:30, and was working til about 12:45. I was weirdly not tired - it felt earlier than it was all night. Time concepts are weird with me lately, I dont know if its because I have so much to do, because i'm trying to make time to do it, or what. Its' all beyond me these days.

Anywho. Back to the animal physiology (lots of physiology) of the killer whale.

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 09:59:23 GMT

So here I am in the library, at 8pm on Wednesday night.

Am surrounded by Books which form part of "Grzimek's Animal Life Encyclopedia". Hoorah.

Got 20 out of 25 for bitch of assignment of the Physiology nature, but have queried my marks for the reference section.

I think I titled it Bibliography instead of Reference by mistake. So there may be bonus marks. (woah, do I sound like Nicola Gracey or what? I'm not a mark moocher.. It was an honest mistake, and I need all the help in Physiology I can get!!! -will justify this til the end of time now- Lol.)

So bleh. Its' getting heaps hotter, i dont know if anyone else has noticed. Naturally all the air con in lecture theatres doesnt work (not that i guess I go to enough lectures to warrant complaining.. -sheepish grin-) but meh. I wish my room was air con. Then maybe I could close the windows and shut out the rancid smell of the piggery. Ick.

Not much else to say. work this weekend, Biology File due next week, Physiology days afterwards. Hoorah. You know the scary thing is i wouldnt even mind studying if i didnt have these assignments to do. I hate having assignments and exams looming. Though I dont know how the hell I'm going to effectively study for microbiology, and i NEED to do well. (Maybe I should buy/have bought the text book.)

Sun, 10 Oct 2004 09:00:30 GMT

Guh.

Am back in the paddocks.

Am not hungover, and I should be.

Hurt lots. Have issues with tendons/muscles in legs, especially knees. Reason unknown.

Stabbing pain in left shoulderblade. cause - sleeping weirdly in double bed at home.

Mmm. Double bed.

Worked today.

Sucked, and rocked, at the same time.

Stupid computer is having issues with scroll bars.

Am sooo tired.

Want hot shower...
want to crash on bed...
want both in equal amounts...

Effort sucks.

Have fun voting yesterday?

Saw POJ. With baby. Scary.

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 14:17:27 GMT

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just spent two fucking hours doing a survey thing, it was 337 questions long, i copied it and closed word, went to put it in here, and it wouldnt work, now its got rid of the damn thing in paste!

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!

(yes i know its tragic that i took that time to do it and to even do it, but boredom is a bitch.)

Thu, 07 Oct 2004 23:31:49 GMT

-Yoinked from the Aquarian community thing-

February

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

Yeah, I dunno. I'm kinda a lot of those other things, but I'd choose a different way of saying it. Like, I know what my dreams and hopes are, but I'm too damn lazy/procrastinator to get them. I'm spendthrift cause I have three thousand dollars to pay off.. I wouldn't say I'm rebellious, Just stupid. Aggression can be fun, when you're paying out on someone you dont like. Etc.

I'm bored, and sleepy. And damn hungry.

So, I kicked Kazaa in the ass and got Limewire the other day. I was told its SOOO much better than kazaa (it was the lack of spyware that convinced me)... but its like 10 billion times more of a pain in the ass than kazaa. It downloads the file, checks it, downloads again, checks it, and then downloads. If it detects a corruption it takes forever to find it and then you have to find another file. Gah. Rage over stupid thing of the day. I'm moody in the mornings, huh?

Oh, and I seen on www.badbadrubberpiggy.com that the volume 3 of Invader Zim DVD's are out. ^^ I WANT IT !

Going for dinner with my lukey tonight. Havent seen him in forever and ever and a day. We are apparently going shopping too, but prior to that I have to find Eagle st. Joyful.

Anywho. Off for food of the breakfast kind.

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 13:45:09 GMT

This is so stupid.

My mum is angry with me because the TV is going haywire. Cause I was watching it pretty much all day today, and when its on for a long time the picture rolls. (it's an old TV... maybe she should get a new one?!?!) so she says to me.. "next time, can you not leave the tv on so long?" I was like.. "how can I watch it if its not turned on?" (Slayerfest was on today... speaking of which.. for 7 seasons worth of Buffy... the final episode SUCKED) but yeah... It's so stupid. so now mum has stormed off to bed. -shrugs-

I'm so bored. When there's nobody to talk to, the internet is really quite boring. Which I knew awhile ago, but y'know. I did try and look for a comic/cartoon thing that i saw a few years ago, it was about a bunny who i'm sure was called spoot. That's where (if any of you know about it) i got the word strooberries from. But it was a few years ago now, and I doubt I'll ever find it. Sad though, cus it was so damn cute.

Ugh. its not even midnight yet.

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 10:24:13 GMT

Ugh. I feel disgustingly full of food right now. Stupid... Everything.

So I had to work today, as per friggin usual. Boring. Boring. Boring. What's more depressing, is that the more bored I was today, the less I have to do tomorrow. Plus Sundays are rarely busy of late. being paid $150 for 6.5 hours of nothing sounds good in theory. It's fucking BORING.

So now that I can drive, I have backed out of the driveway, driven around the corner and up the street and around the corner twice. It was scary as all hell, and I was probably only doing about 10 k's an hour. I can't change gears to save my life (the clutch is plotting against me) and I will probably instill fear in all the drivers in brisbane. (A cure to steens roadge! Fear!)

Bleh. Did I mention how gross I feel?

We were supposed to be going to see a movie after work today, but none of them started til like 7pm. So we didnt bother. Apparently we're going to Diceys after work tomorrow. o.O at that. I dunno, it's just weird. One stipulation - no Guiness. Yeah I could drink it (with a lot of determination) but dude.. Ick. Lol.

Steen: "I'm gonna have another Guiness"

Jess: -Groan- "Okay..." -Reaches for money-

Steen: "Jess... You dont have to have another.."

Jess: "Sure I do..."

Hehe. Yeah. I'm looking forward to finding my own place somewhere next year. I dont even wanna live with anyone ^^ I'm more than happy to live on my own. (I will retract that statement when at any given point next year I'm screaming and threatening suicide over four digit bill status) but meh. I have even gone and found a dinner set (of which I have put on layby/bought some of) and yeah. Gruven. And who knows, I may even get a doggy. Then everyone can come out there and we can... idno.. get drunk and go cow tipping. (how passe. lol)

I'm so bored. I have to do work this week. I said I would, so i guess I'll have to. 2 ass's to go. 4 Exams. Icky. Icky icky ick ick.

It feels a lot earlier than 8:30 right now. I could go sleep. But eh.. There's the whole disgusting and effort thing involved. Zombieness on the couch? Sounds like a go-er.

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 05:05:55 GMT

WOO HOO!!!

CAN

DRIVE!

BLAH!

Tue, 28 Sep 2004 12:54:17 GMT

Arg.

Stupid fucking DVD players. I miss using VCR's. Videos were SO much less confusing that DVD's. No stupid special features that nobody gives a fuck about anyway.

I rented a few DVD's tonight, Van helsing being one of them. I got it free because the last time I wanted to get it out, they had no copies, and it was on Blockbusters' promise thing. So I went to watch it just now, and some cartoon thing comes on. I think o.O, but maybe its' one of those things that's part cartoon part real (though I hadnt heard about it). So I'm watching it (and its UBER boring) and I think okay, I dont think this is the movie (cus there's 2 discs). So I check out the other disc (cause blockbuster is retarded and they dont put the chapter summaries in the cases) and try and play that one. It just takes you into several various special features - I cant find the play movie option anywhere, AND ITS REALLY PISSING ME OFF!

ARgh. It's so stupid. Just one of those mindlessly stupidly irritating things.

Anyway.

Am so bored. Now I'm pissed off and I wish my mother would hurry up and fuck off to bed. So much for her "early night" (looks at clock reading 10 to 11)
Holidays aren't so good. They make me bored. Plus I'm half tired, I tried studying for my learners thing (shut up everyone I suck okay) but my brain has has a hissy fit and is not cool with the learning thing right now.

Ugh. -dramatic sigh- So not in a people mood right now. So bored. Will probably go to bed.

Tomorrow - possible lunching with the grandparentals, much cleaning, DVD-ing (and perhaps DVD Deconstructioning)

The new livejournal update layout is annoying too.

Stupid Morning.

Fri, 24 Sep 2004 15:46:54 GMT

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Woah.. Aud, I think you're right, they've definately done something to the LJ update thing. Its trippy.

Anyway. It's another ungodly hour of the morning. I was up til after 4:30 yesterday morning doing that Motherfucker of an assignment. -shakes fist at it- I sorta gave up on it today, slapped s'more stuff onto it and submitted it.

Tonight's been really uneventful though. I wanted to go out (we were semi-planning something for tonight during the week) But we couldnt go/it didnt come about cus Katy and Steph were panicking (and still doing) their assignments. -shrugs- Even though I'm still up now, I think I would have regretted going out, cus I would have been stuffed.

Been watching a few hours worth of the Jackass marathon thats on MTV. It's something, Jackass is funny (and sick). Kept me entertained for awhile anyway. But even so, my attention span is only so capable, especially after having been focussed for such a long time yesterday.

Thank god its the holidays. At least I can have a break for a few days (without feeling too guilty) and then get started on Biology and the next Physiology assignment. They arent due until late-ish October, but my exams are in like the first week of exam week, so the sooner my assignments are done, the more study time I'll get (which I'll desperately need.. :S)

Eh. Anyway. I suppose I'll go look for some other mindless pointless activity to amuse me til i'm so bored I go to bed.

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Sun, 19 Sep 2004 11:59:55 GMT

Hooray for work being over for another week.

I'm really weirdly not tired for the amount of sleep I haven't been getting. bleh. Everything's weird these days.

I recieved my Rex the Runt DVD's the other day -heart- and I bought Kill Bill 2 as well. (so much for the whole "not spending" thing.) So now, my life is almost complete. Lol. (I have stupidly weird cartoons that I never thought I would have... Next ambition = Wallace and Gromit)

Uhh.. I'm so bored. I will probably resort to writing notes in awhile. It's weird.. I'm actually doing stuff lately. I have that Physiology assignment due on Friday -_- So I'll have to go to the library tomorrow (and probably stay there all day) and get those books that I requested from the MEDICAL libraries... (it bothers me that the assignment is based on a dog and you have to use Human information...) But its all basic pathways I guess.. But at least the books make me look intelligent.. The one I picked up the other day that came early is titled "Behavioural Neuroscience of the Septal Region" ^^ hee hee.

I saw nay on Saturday. She had four (Four!!!) layby's to pay money on, so she came to me and got me to do it for her. T'was cool cus I havent' seen nay in awhiles.

So yaes. Holidays start next week (a whole week of civilisation!!!).. yeah I do get two weeks, but the second week is non contact week, and I'm actually paying to stay here that week (not out of choice) though I will probably end up staying in Brisbane since my aunty's going in for a hysterectomy on the 06th. :S

Anywhoodles, I guess I'll go do somethin else now... might draw or paint for awhile.. wouldnt wanna resort to having to do physiology notes, now would i? ;o)

STUPID BRAIN NOT SMART NO MORE!

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 02:22:39 GMT

So here I be, in the librarium. I'm only here because I left my retarded keys in my room when I left this morning. Thats just craptastic. Plus, Ollie (the Senior resident) wasnt in his room, so I had to leave a note on his door asking him to unlock mine. -_- I guess that stuff kinda happens when you roll out of bed 20 mins before class. -grin-

This week hasnt been the best week for me. Not cus of whats been goin on, its just one of those weeks. Like today, in our chem prac, I poured one solution into a volumetric flask which had another solution in it, rather than back into the flask it came from. (this meant we had to start all over again). I just hadnt been paying attention, I was talking to katy and barely even watching what I was doing. Hooray for me!

Yesterday was just full of stupid things. I slammed my thumb in the door the other day.. Its just like a complete mix of all my uncoordination, stoopidity, even dyslexia.. all into one week. yeah. its nifty.

So now I'm stuck here for god knows how long. I've only been here not even 20 minutes. I dont have any of my books other than my chemistry prac books, and nobody will frickin respond to me on WebCT, so I'm still a bit stuck for Physiology. (needing the scientific name for the smell/scent of a snake)

I guess I could start biology or something. bleh. nuts to it all.

Rhiana came in this morning and i think she might be a little peeved, cus Steph stayed with me the other night, and she was sleeping on the floor in Rhiana's swag. To get it out of the way, I'd folded it over a bit, cause I couldnt roll it up. But she came in and she was like "you know thats the 1st way to fuck up a swag?" and i was all, no, i didnt know that.. but meh.. i dunno.. If she wants to have issues with me, she can.

So the holidays are almost here, and I'm proposing, at some point, we have a shidnig. Even a Zimathon, if you'd all prefer. I dont care either way. Theres the movies on Saturday, but I dunno if I can afford it, yes I'm THAT poor.

Anywhoodles I suppose I will check out some of my biology stuff, and maybe get a go on that.