So, its 2005 now. Scary. I have this feeling this year will be better than the past few, I dont quite know why. I just get this vibe that I'm going to be a more upbeat, outgoing, happy person. I hope it lasts, cause it's been fun so far.

Hope everyones new years shindigs were good. Mine was interesting, started off boring, livened up somewhat though. That tends to happen when you start drinking too much and you think that you can dance good, Lol. I dont know whats disturbing though, the fact that i made a fool of myself, or that I'm still thinking that I can dance good, and I havent had a drink in over 12 hours... Lol.

I worked at Queen St, just for a change, on Friday. Friday was supposed to be another one of those days off, but they're really days on that are pretending. It's stupid. so anyway, I worked 10-3 that day, and it was definately a new experience. I'd (for some reason) not realised that all the staff were going to be that snotty with me. Stupid. I just felt like i'd started all over again, as far as competency goes. I hated it. At least it was semi-busy, but at the same time the hours dragged really badly.

Uhhh... Dont know what else i can say. Gonna miss Steen when she goes to the states, even though I'll still talk to her somehow I'm sure. Yay for season 3 Zim though ^^

Don't think I gots anything else to report... Katy.. if you're still kickin, and actually get online at any point in the future, message me or something.

Feelin' Kinda: sleepy
Goes a lil somethin' like: green day - boulevard of broken dreams

Blah. I'm so over David Jones.


So it was a number of days ago i last updated. not much has changed since then. The saturday off that was supposed to be a saturday off... wasnt quite a saturday off. in fact, it was nothing like a saturday off, because it was a saturday on. Funny how that works.
Consequently, I worked 10 consecutive days. Blah. Blah. Blah.

Have been getting taxed out of my nose lately, and the sweet, considerate people at pay roll have attributed this to my centerlink... At least that's what they think it is.. though said people are fuckwits, so I'm not 100% sure if they're right. Seems to make sense though, at least to take the amount i'm being taxed for in consideration.

Will have to start organising myself for next year soon. School wise, that is. Dont know whats gonna happen in regards to Chemistry, or the failing of. I'm still bitter that I'm the only one of me Katy and Steph that failed. I'm too late for the supp test too. Guh. I dont care, so long as it means I dont have to not take biochem next year or something. I dunno. I wish I'd gone into an arts course for a year. Easier, better GPA, and woulda been at home. But there are downsides to that too. Meh.

So steen is voyaging off into yankeeville soon, which I'd forgotted about. Sucks. Though we are having a shidnig of sorts I'm told, on the 30th. I want to know what everyone is doing on New Years, so I can tag along. I dont want to sit around all new years eve with the family. Bo-ring.

Anyway, back to the main track. Chrishmush was decent, too much money was spent on me, and too much food was eated. -shrugs-.
I ended up with my Versace perfume, a digi cam, clothes, dvd's, my car (which i dont have yet) and various bits and pieces. Vas Guuut.

So now christmas is over, and i'm back at work -_- Sucks. Hardcore. Im sick of the sight of the place. On all day tomorrow too. -sigh-

Have decided that once i've found a place in gatton to live (which I will probably be going to investigate sometime next week) I am going to get a puppy. A black labrador, which I intend to call Penny. ^^

Bleh.

So its only 20 to 11 but today's gonna be a weird time kinda day. -shrug- I been to the gym down the road for the first time, is all purty and shiny. I have to go back in about an hour to meet up with some trainer chick so she can write up a program or whatever. $50 a month or something, not too shabby. They're putting in a pool later too... Sucks I wont get to use it as much once i'm back at school, but thats okay.

Got work at 2pm... its gonna be a night much like wednesday, where joalie and I stood around yakking for hours. Was kinda boring, but good too, yknow?

Stupid late night trading.

So I dont have to work tomorrow -falls over- yes, a SATURDAY off. Stupid me went and opened my big stupid mouth and have to shovel dirt for my grandparents for stupid christmas presentness. as in, so i dont have to buy my grampa anything -_- Oh well.

I think by the end of next week I will cry with serious overload of Christmas Carols. And they wonder why people go homocidal.

Feelin' Kinda: decent
Goes a lil somethin' like: Linkin Park feat. Jay Z - 99 problems remix

-falls over-

so, despite the lack of a shortdrey, Nay's party was still mucho goodo, and I will probably be repaying such funage til tomorrow.

Not as many people turned up as I think there was sposed to, but thats okay cause that would have made it scaryish with many people who i dont know.

I guess most people who're reading this would know most of the schtouf that actually happened during the night, so I'll just go on and recount the adventures that Steen, Dee, and I had after we left the party.

We'd been deliberating for awhile whether to go out or not.. but came to the conclusion that it wasnt worth going OUT at 1:30, so we'd just go back to my house, swing by somewheres that we could get food, and maybe watch some zim.

So we're cabbin' up logan road, and theres no convienience stores or nothin open.. so steen says "lets go up to garden shitty and have a beer at diceys" so we do that... and it was supposed to be guiness but they served us the wrong stuff. We'd got there just as last drinks was being called, so we only got one drink. After that we left.

There was a big long line for a cab, so Steen (though she denies it) says lets go out to the front of garden city and call a cab for there. So we walk out, and we start walking along Logan road, somewhat unanimously. So we're just wandering, various random people driving past and honking/yelling, and me and steen yelling/waving at them. Til we find a shopping trolley. Jess gets in, Aidee pushes, Steen runs. Much fun. Dismounted from trolley near maccas (other side of the road) and started trying to call a cab. Dee on hold, cab long wait, we keep walk. And walk. And walk. Steen say "we walk to Jess house" Jess say "no, we not walk, you walk, i is not walking, we will get to house at 7am". we is walking along logan road, is 2:30am. We says "if anyone tries to hurt us, dee, we's your bitches, you protect us". Stupid cabby dude comes and gets us even though we're not at St. Bernards. We get home.

Steen goes for the jar of olives in the fridge. We channel surf. I realise I dont know where my Zim DVD's are (will have to look good when my stomach aint feeling so full of hydrochloric acid) and so we eat noodles, watch some rex the runt and fall asleep. Dee, Steen, and me, in my double bed. I had work, so i gets up at 7:15. Dee and Steen... Well... Dee and Steen are still "sleeping" in my bed.

Its' been nothing short of an interesting evening, and today is going to go forever.


RIP - the mabilu that i knocked over, that poured out, and went rolling away down the driveway

Feelin' Kinda: drunk

So its 20 to 1 on Saturday morning, for those of you who are unable to read the automatic time recorder dooby thing thats somewhere on this post.. And obviously I'm not asleep.
Or maybe I am, and I'm updating this journal subliminally in my dream... in which case I am seriously seriously disturbed. Seriously.

But anywho, I can't sleep for some really odd reason; for I have had little/disturbed sleep lately, and sleep would be good right about now, considering Nay's party is tonight, and so I wont be getting much later. And I wont get to sleep in, cause i have work at 9 tomorrow, not 10, so I hope whoever is staying here after nays is prepared to get up and bail early :P.

So considering I haven't updated lately, and dont' even remember what i've written last, this entry is possibly going to repeat some/all of itself, but my care factor is pretty minimal. Plus my headache that has been around for pretty much 2 days now is coming back (thanks to lack of sleep) so once I'm done this I will probably crawl back into my room and try to sleep again.

All my uni results have come in, and at least I passed everything OTHER than chem. Yes, as I'm sure everyone expected, I dismally failed chem, rocking in at a 2. Which sucks donkey ass. (haha). But yeah, I reckon I'll probably have to take it again, which is really shitty, but at least I dont have to buy the study book or anything, and I know that I can do the equations that are in the part of the module that i actually studied. Or something. Its all screwed up.

Working lots, which i'm sure most people could figure out. Starting to get something sort of resembling a healthy bank balance. Also applied (again) for a credit card, but this one only has a limit of $500, so who knows, they may approve it. Which would be very scary, and also good at the same time, as I doubt my healthy bank balance will last too long... which is bad... -shrugs-

I dunno about everyone else, but I'm really over the whole rain thing. I just hope it (and the humidity factor) stops by tonight, because I really dont fancy going to Nay's with sheep hair.

Have started reading the Lord of the Rings again, out of boredom and need of something to read. The good thing about it is that its not actually boring to read at the moment.... I dont know if thats because I'm reading the part that I've already read, or because I have more patience... Lol. Somehow I dont think its the latter.

I seriously dont know what else has been going on for me lately, which generally indicates that not much has been going on. I saw Paz at Garden Shitty the day before the day before yesterday (i think) and I saw Jacinta at wendy's yesterday (well, day before yesterday now) and she told me that she works with Liam Miller, which is what i'd never have guessed, but then I thought he'd dropped off the face of the planet til not long ago, so that could also be why it was something I never expected. :P

Bleh. I cant think of anything else. I really need to sleep, work is going to be hell. I'm gettin sick of the full day shifts, they're just a pain in the ass.

Feelin' Kinda: sleepy
Goes a lil somethin' like: nada

Okay, so the update page only works when I dont use the rich text option. That means I can't make my entrys colour so I need to change the background of my entries or something.

I had a huge long entry last night that didnt work. It may also have something to do with the random switching off of my modem, but who knows for sure.

I got 3 of my four class results. They pretty much suck, and I was right, I failed chem. What really shits me is Katy got 4 and she's never taken chem before, so that just proves how bad I suck, and it pisses me off when people remind me of that :p.

Meh. All I know is that I DONT want to take it again. And it could possibly mean that I lose my elective in the second semester of next year. That would suck hardcore.

Worked Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Today, and am working yesterday today TOMORROW as well. Yeah. At the SFO though, not DJ's. Have been boxing up lots of stock at the SFO since monday, probably about 15 pallets worth. Joyful Joy. At least it's giving me a bit of extra money, which for me is always a plus. I think from hereon in my centerlink is going to go to shit though.

Bleh. Stupid Uni. I need to move home so i can stop working and actually do schoolwork for a change. If I didnt have a job I'd actually do things.

-_-

Another glass of wine.

Feelin' Kinda: peeved

Yo...

 

So I'm getting slacker and slacker about updating, but lesser and lesser things are happening in my life of late.  Except for the whole socialness, 'cept most people know what the haps of my social life (or general lack thereof) are, so point of rabbiting becomes less.  HOORAY for coherence!

So Becker had her partay on Saturday, and t'was muchen guuden to see my crew again.  Had missed everyone and forgot how much fun it is when we're all together and paying out on each other ^^

Got random SMS-age from Bart of all people the other day, which I spent quite a lot of time o.Oing at.  T'was oh so very weird, and I have decided (not that it took up a lot of my decision making powers) that if he is going to herd up the old group, I am not letting myself be herded.  Cus that shit's not gettin stirred up again.  Meh, anywho.

Saw Bad Santa tonight, won 2 double passes to it from river 94.9 like last week or something.  Was pretty good movie, not quite what I expected, but not too shabby nonetheless.  Was the first time i'd been to the movies in quite awhile; in fact I dont remember the last time I went.  And semi-randomly, having typed the last sentence, I have this recent infatuation with ;'s.  My spellcheck was having serious issues when I was assignmenting, cause I kept using it just about everywhere, and it kept coming up with "incorrect use of semi-colon, consider revising".  yes.  My lack of england skills provide much work for the spell check of microsoft word. 

Ass-leighs party is this Saturday.  such is the life of a social butterfly such as myself, lol.  I am yet to go gallavanting for presents, though I'm sure I will find something that I can constrain to my funding or lack thereof.  I have yet to start any form of christmas shopping, and there are still a number of birthdays which are yet to be purchased for.  -sigh- Curse you saggitarians!!! CURSE YOU!

So I seem to be having this weird random fever issue today.  Not feeling all that shitty; have had headaches and such, but other than that nothing notable.  I dont know if it was something sick related (if so i hope not because my health care card has expired and i havent bothered my ass to renew it yet) or because i first straightened my hair, then the second was after I'd had a malibu, or cause I'm going through the change of life.  Most likely to be the third.  Lol.

Anyway I think I have had a long enough verbal bout of diarrhea to last for another week or possibly two.  I'm not working much other than normal weekends (but with consecutive saturdays) and am working this Wednesday night; and then there is the socialness which I will have to accomodate for... -sigh- but someones gotta do it right? ;o)

Feelin' Kinda: hot
Goes a lil somethin' like: John Mayer - Bigger than my Body

So there it is.  The end of the first year. (Kinda sad that it had to end on the suckiest of royally sucking chemistry exams probably in my history of sucky chem exams)  It's weird to think I finished on the same day this year as we graduated last year; the 15th.  I realised that on my LAST TRIP FROM GATTON today.  YAY for being home! 

I'm sitting here listening to the new Destinys' Child song that I've got myself hooked on.  I had some malibu that I forgot to take to Lukes party on Saturday, and am kinda hungry.  Have started downloading Photoshoppe, so Steen and I can rightly indulge in our geekish nature together.  ^^

Have to go shopping for the Becksters biffy present at some point this week, preferrably when I have some form of money.  Apparently stores dont like it when you take things and dont pay for them.  Kinda sucks really.  :P

Ugh.  Feel gross all of a sudden.  Kinda maybe might need food. 

Feelin' Kinda: blah
Goes a lil somethin' like: John Mayer - Bigger than my body

So am needing small-ish break from the head pounding that is chemistry. The scary thing, is that with much yelling, stabbing, answer checking and threats of destruction, I am able to actually answer questions. the downside to my strategy is that the answers will not be available for checking tomorrow. But I suppose any method of helping me understand the process is generally good. The whole understandingness is almost making me wish I'd started to study earlier on. Cus I dont hate chemistry when I can do it (there goes the profound statement of the year).

One weird thing of late though, is that I'm so not on track with any of the day to day happenings, not to say I've been or am focussed on studying, just that my head doesnt seem to want to actually take anything else in. Hence, my lysdexia is getting to a point of no return, and the whole speech/thought/coherence level is past non existant, which is probably more evident in this post than I realise. I think the stressing part is just that I want to have so much done by tomorrow that I cant foresee happening. Cus chemistry takes a lot of time. Meh.

Lukes shindig was good, and I felt all loved when people wanted me to stay longer. I like affection. Lol.

CIVILISATION RETURN TOMORROW!!!! HOORAH! no more poopy smell for four months!

Results of previous survey thing - the influence I have on three out of four people is amusement. :o)

Goes a lil somethin' like: Fatboy Slim - Weapon of Choice

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LJ and see what I say about you?

Come on... You know you need some procrastination fodder...

Random Quotage for today:
"So are you stressed about Physiology?"
"Eh. Kinda. More preoccupied with the pain in my shoulder. Physiology pain is later"
"And why's that then?"
"Cus this pain is now."

Feelin' Kinda: stabbing painage
Goes a lil somethin' like: air con and buzzing fluro lights